I can’t wait for high school to be the f**K over! My school has to be the most irritating place ever. I’m just over all the drama like seriously. Today I get up go to school doing my same routine, i’m sitting in my English class which is my first class of the day. I get a text from my friend Joseph who is gay and always in the middle of so much drama and if he’s not he sure knows about it, he told me to meet with him so i had to get out of class to listen to the bullshit that he couldn’t wait to spill.
So apparently someone thought it was cool to make a blog about certain students, some from each group football players, cheerleaders, baseball players…etc. According to Joseph people are saying it was my best friend Ari just because she wasn’t in school yesterday or today. Which is ridiculous i personally took Ari her work and she’s so sick she couldn’t even get out of bed. So I doubt she got bored and went to town on the school. Another reason they said it was her because none of us are on there.
I read the blog and definitely know that all those secrets that were being told Ari couldn’t possibly know them. The reason i’m probably not on there is because with all that’s going on between me, Bree and, Jessie even my past relationship with Todd it was no secret and a lot of people already know whats going on. Some of the things on the blog was just plain mean and i have to say I laughed at some of it. Sounds bad but some of those people deserved it. Majority of the people on the blog where the people who thought they were the shit and always look down on people. I would never fall into that category yes i’m very opinionated but i pretty much get along with everyone besides Bree and Jessie.
Whoever wrote the blog really needs to grow up though this is not mean girls or gossip girl. Everyone definitely been stating their opinions on who they think wrote it. Two girls today got into a shoving match, security caught them before things got anymore physical. The football players was joking about it at lunch even though most of the guys on there was them. Todd was on there they said that he basically had sex with some girl in the school parking lot, I wasn’t surprised but I bet Bree was she’s so naive. Todd always try to act like he’s this perfect gentleman and he does no wrong, please I know the truth and if it was me or Ari who wrote the blog it definitely would have said more about Todd then him freaking a chick in the parking lot. I spent most of my day cursing at anyone who even suggested that Ari wrote it. Even the teachers were gossiping. I know things are going to get worst they just need to leave me and Ari out of it. I haven’t even told Ari whats been going on i’ll just wait for her to get better.
I also have came to the conclusion that if people think that Ari wrote it they would think I had something to do with it and I am one match these people do not want to light. This is my senior year I just want to graduate and go to college they can have their little virtual burn book.
Ever since I’ve been back in school with my new fellow enemies things have be extremely awkward. My best friend Ari have definitely took my side on things but anyone who have a brain would! Bree has been trying to make things better through Ari which i knew she would try even after i nearly slapped her face off. That’s just how she is a genuine backstabber i’d like to call her. Jessie haven’t said a word to me and it’s has become really strange especially at cheer leading practice. More for her though Bree doesn’t cheer and i must say i’m more liked on the team then Jessie. The times we do make eye contact she makes sure she rolls her eyes at me. When would she realize that attitude is going to get her nowhere. I’m still trying to figure out what’s she so mad about when i’m the one who was betrayed. Everyone knows exes are off limits! That is girl code section one! Since me and Ricky(Todd(myex) best friend) are good friends he had no problem talking to me about the situation. Even he agrees with me Bree is not a good friend and she’s dumb to think Todd is interested in anything serious with her. So she basically didn’t give a shit about our friendship and risked it on a fling. Well i guess theirs always a dumb one in the group. On top of everything I was told Jessie was already sleeping with Ricky and they not even together! I’m not saying she’s a hoe but……ok I’m calling her a hoe.
Yesterday has to be marked as one of the worst days of my high school career. If it get any crazier down the road I might pull out all of my hair. Confronting a friend has to be one of the hardest things to do, well for me it is. It’s very hard for me to keep my composure when i’m really upset about something. Yesterday didn’t go as i planned. I met with my ex-friend Bree after school to talk about her little rendezvous with my ex. Of course Ari and Jessie was there good thing they were really.Well good thing Ari was there. I spoke as calmly as i could and I said to Bree “Have you and Todd be going out” She just stood there staring at the ground, betrayal at its finest!
After about a minute of silence I started to get annoyed well my adrenaline was pumping. “Hello!” I yelled at her. Jessie then jumped and told me to calm down. Which i feel she didn’t have the right to say anything because she knew all along and I let her have it. Jessie had the nerve to tell me that Todd was only using me and he never really liked me. Well i guess he wasted 2 years on someone he has no interest in. So me and Jessie was all in each others face. Like how dare she! Ari tried to give us words of wisdom to get out each others face. I calmed down a little and I told Jessie we really shouldn’t be arguing due to the fact that she doesn’t matter.
Bree for some unknown reason grabbed me and I end up slapping her. I Actually didn’t mean to slap her but i don’t regret it, reflexes I guess. Bree ran off and Jessie took one death stare at me and told me that i’m just jealous then ran after her like some sappy movie. Ari started giggling surely this girl find everything funny, but to my dismay as they ran off the school security ran up. They took me straight to the deans office. I surely didn’t want to discuss what happen to my one-sided dean. It wouldn’t have stop him from suspending me for three days anyways. So now my parents are pissed and i’m in prison. Lucky for me they both work crazy hours so they want have time to make sure that i carry out my punishment, but i’m more worried about my suspension on my school records. I knew i could have handle things differently but shit happens. I love how both Bree and Jessie let me seem like the villain. I honestly don’t know what to do next 😦